Monday

new automobile

Work on a automobile which harness more of the surrounding energy already present during a normal commute.  In order to make the automobile more self sustainable.   Utilizing more methods of harnessing energy and combining them will increase the vehicles power allowance, yet decrease the amount of fuel used.
  • Solar
  • Wind
  • Kinetic/Vibration
  • Heat

My dream is to complete a concept vehicle and market my systems as an aftermarket add on which could be used with any model.  Needs to produce 12 volts.  Needs to be cost effective.  Needs to be Installable in less than a buisness day.

Friday

Addiction

I'm Addicted not to drugs or alcohol.  not to shopping or eating.  not to tobacco or women.

I am addicted to the television show "lock-up"  countless days have been lost because of "lock-up" marathons.  I am so addicted to this show, one which documents prison life, I fantasize about committing crimes with a desire to get caught.

This is the sigh of addiction.

I would never commit a crime with the intent not to get away but to get caught, but while watching this program my mind has thought about committing a crime so I can live the exciting life of a prisoner.  I care about nothing else but joining those noble gentleman on screen.

This Is Dangerous Thinking

Monday

begging

i went to college so that step into a job where i was above others.  i wanted employers to be fighting for my abilities.  This however, was not what i experienced on graduation day.  my graduation day was not filled with excitement and pride but rather anxiety and sadness.  my picture was printed in the newspapers, if only the public knew what i felt on that day.

Friday

Changes in Film

I want to understand visual art. In my own mind there seems to be a chain medium. This chain began with painting, done on cave walls long ago. The cave wall transformed into canvas, which master painters adored. Then photography and later film. Each is a iteration of the previous. Today, each form of visual art is alive, transformed but alive none the less.

Painting, Photography, Film, Video Games.

The evolution of the visual arts is ever expanding because of innovations and advancements in technology. These advancements in technology are changing the way an artist can express himself but is also has changed the way the public consumes art and the way visual art is produced.
Making it easier and less expensive to create visual art allowed an explosion of amateur art to enter into the public arena. This causes problems for the traditionally trained artist to find a niche in the marketplace. This is the problem I face, being educated, I struggle to be seen, to be noticed.

Wednesday

what if africa produced much of the worlds energy.

The Deserts and rural areas of africa could be used to harvest solar energy.

Problems
  • Construction of Power Plants and Infrastructure
  • Capital
  • War and Genocide
  • Distrabution of Wealth
  • Corruption of Government
  • Physical Distances
  • Effect on Wild Life and Native Species
Benifits
  • Workers, yet unskilled
  • Solar Producing Land
  • Lack of Industry
  • Nationality
Over coming the problems listed in new innovative manner could prove promising for the sustainability of our planet

Forced To Make a List

Problems with the Cloud
  1. Speed, Is local faster then remote?
  2. Back-ups, Needes to be automated, frequent, and noninvasive to user
  3. Security and Ownership of digital files/packets
  4. Connectivity in Rural Areas

Rural America - how to escape a racist.

how far do you have to go to find a racist, Ive tried to escape, unsuccessfully.  I do not participate and I act uncomfortable.  yet because of the color of my skin i still experience it.  racism is alive and well in the year 2009.  it has changed, become more dangerous.  Racism is inside of me, inside all of us, inside of america.

Thursday

Rocket Project

I begin a project modeled after students at MIT who took pictures of the curvature of the earth for less than 150 dollars. What would it cost to Send 1pound of Material into orbit.

Goals
To beat NASA's cost per pound ratio.

Problems
Get into Orbit
Documentation/Tracking
Cost Effective Testing
Functionality in Vacume
Effect of Multiple Experements on Enviroment

सेपरेशन

Separated from the canvas

I feel separated from my work. Taken away from my element I struggle to find my way back to art. Wondering if I will ever regain my artistic vision, which was once so strong.

Driving away from my house this morning, I couldnt keep my mind from thinking about separation. Separation from my life. I Recently took a full time position, which has taken the my life and transformed it. I worry.

Ive gotten over the hump, and my work is beginning to improve. The other day I figured out what makes the work I do unique. It's the way my hand moves, and at times the way my hand refuses to move in the way i want it to.

I want to share but I have reservations about sharing online. I worry about where my work will end up and who will be taking credit. I know that as an artist I should want as many people to see my work as possible but I have reservations about letting my work go.

I am a minimalist but I believe in color.

Saturday

painting,
the depth of a paint is not relative to the amount of time spend with the brush. Its worth is not based on skill or technique. Never before have so many images been created, thus the artist has become lazy. because of the ease at which one can create. art and the artist have lost large amounts of credibility. the artist life is a difficult one. many young artist take art and art school for granted. believing that born talent predetermines them for greatness. false.


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