A younger self

Held the gun as a child, knowing my path. Despising my path, the path of others. Never wanting that future, yet a mess would stop me. Nothing more. No fear of that beyond or of pain.

Pause

Rejection is not quite as fun as it used to be.

Mobility of youth

Carry a board to escape. Police, prison, and and myself. A desire to express, that which other don't. A pleasant fall.

Modern living

To access my reality is more difficult than it seems, a dream scape. The map difficult to navigate, vision unreliable, sounds muffled and tastes bland.

Ever prevalent a reality not chosen. Differents clamps down the words lack meaning. Tempted a miss of a shot without aim.

I am so sick

I dreamt that I had been caught. I have liberated and unsure, yet uplifted. I dreamt my life was over I had no more to give. The best I've ever felt watching that I built fall.

Reaction

You buy a van and you live in it, but a boat and you live it. 

Project end

Think

Getting to the point experiment beg.  Follow without a lead, mentor tea.  Check too hard.   A wonder and desire to improve the future that will not manifest.

Sevenily up

Ask about the movement, angst is a word.  As a fit of phone book again. Hurting a human house.

Actual work

Paper past and future integrations. A card and balloon, bill risen.